Norma
Most nights I am complete—
the Oxford English Dictionary,
a Swiss Army knife,
Britannica, A to Z.
But not tonight, for I am tired and old
and empty of the comfort of your voice,
the reassurance of your brushing hand.
Most nights I am complete—
the Oxford English Dictionary,
a Swiss Army knife,
Britannica, A to Z.
But not tonight, for I am tired and old
and empty of the comfort of your voice,
the reassurance of your brushing hand.
She awakens early
and frets that God
will be late again
turning on the sun.
So much to do.
Yesterday, He let the rain
run over long,
flooding Brazil
and drowning the cat.
Now his goldfish are dying.
She stands at the door of His room,
watching His lumpish rise and fall,
and her heart and the earth quake.
She withdraws
to bake His bread
and prays He will survive
his teenage years.
Will I ever have to live in my van
(which I purchased with that distinct prospect in mind,
half hoping circumstance would put me to the test)?
Here, in the backseat, is my bedroom,
in the middle seat my library.
Deliveries can be made at the rear.
Come in my front door
and have some tea.
There are cup holders for both of us.
They’re razing the daycare center,
and I watch a crane hoist high above the littered playground
a solid block of amber in which my granddaughter,
arms outstretched, runs to me.
Sex was always second prize—
irresistible, addictive, worth dying for,
yet messy, fumbling, a minefield through which
safe routes were never certain—
delicious, foul, precious,
an evolutionary romp.
First prize was discovery—
those minutes, hours and days
of incessant surprise,
when her life unfolded like origami
and her every entrance was Christmas morning.
Her fingers are sliding off the world:
combing through shades of friends and strands of unkempt hair;
clutching at images that undulate and flee;
caressing clouds and sunsets and songs that come in pixels;
clawing for words that bob like bottles and then wash out to sea.